And ++++ Torres my prince charming scored! ADuh, he is so good looking can! Can can can!?
From http://www.goal.com/images/31897_news.jpg
Seriously, anybody that looks this good (his cheeks turned red when he's playing and bear strong contrast to his fair freckled face, and enhanced by the hair-banded golden hair!) and can play fast good attacking football deserved to be absorbed in the royal family without any hesitation!
I mean, look at him! HE'S THE PRINCE OF SPAIN OK, seriously he is so much more better looking + more eligible than all the princes I know of - I don't know about his education level wtf but that isn't important, I mean wouldn't you want your prince to be SO yummyliciously good looking + fast + athletic so that you can swoon at him all the time!?
( I am assuming there's something about athleticism because we girls swoon over athletes; but very seldom we swoon over nerds right?)
Seriously if he approaches me and asked for my hand, he can give The BF a good run of his money because I will be thinking twice, thrice no maybe 4ice! (wtf Torres' fas would kill me and shout 'wth need to think one merh!?')
OKAY end of obsession with Prince of Spain Torres conclusion is SPAIN WON!
Good attacking football, engaging AND FAIR game, this time Germans don't get lucky like the vs Turkey game wtf, and why this time Podolski like tak muncul langsung hiak hiak!
Okay, I shall not add salt to the wound (tsk tsk Cibol Ivory tsk tsk) but Spain's win was well-deserved!
Now, if you excuse moi, a bummer's gotta get her sleep =)
I do not care whatever you say, whatever you think - they don't deserve it at all!
Russia, Spain whoever makes it to the final, PLS KICK THEIR ASS, I am bloody frustated! Turkey is the better team whole night!!!
GAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH...
Edited: It is a Germany vs Spain final after all! My bet - Germany all the way. SAD I know (so let's hope I am wrong). Sorry to Mary, CL who supported Spain.
I am a full-time bummer, and a hot one at that (sorry, must be perasan for a while)!
Anyways, last week bummer me got a visit from a fwen!
JOEL flew in from PJ to visit Kuching hahahahaha! Joel is one of my outstanding course mates! He is those kind that when you ask questions and then he will explain to you in different analogies and gambar rajahs and look you intently in the eyes so you cannot get away with saying "Ok I understand" when you actually don't.
But when he ask you something (presumably you are in the same study group), YOU MUST KNOW something. You cannot just answer nonchalantly like you came to the study group unprepared. Joel will DESPISE YOU with a capital T (I know despise no T, but like very cool saying that har har..)
Apparently, Joel had this planned long, long time ago because he said he booked his ticket in March with his friend, Siaw Ping who has a sister here in Kuching (save accommodation fees!).
Joel and SP at Taman Budaya, walking under the rain ha ha ha..
Joel at State Library..
Feeding ducks -_-'''
Nolah, we didn't feed them but I think they expect us to because they came quaking to us right when we started sitting on the stairs lol.
And then went off waddling away aftr 10 minutes when they MUST have realised we have no food. Hahahahaha..
I am so lazy and nothing to blog about also.
Hrm. So I think post up some of my cam-whoring pictures.
Cibol is going to kill me ... soon..
Because this is a pic of Me in....
MU SHIRT!!!
Hahahahahaha! I know, can kill me already. So tidak setia to Chelsea one right! I don't even own a Chelsea shirt, and then now I got MU shirt (albeit fake) how can like that, right!!??
Anyways, in my defense I wanna say that I GOT THIS FOR FREE LER!
I don't know why BF ordered another Red MU shirt when he already has one! -_-''' (that's why I say MU fans are crazzeeeeee...)
And then he gave to me lor! And since I am one person who cannot resist free things, I say OK even though the shirt is XL like wayyyy oversized for me! And then me in defiant mode when questioned by Tim have I crossed over to the RED DEVILS side - I say,
"NOLAR I WEAR TO SLEEP NIA."
I defended myself saying you know how you always wear your lousiest clothes to sleep and then this IS MY LOUSIEST clothing lo, see such a good answer I gave *patriotic to Chelsea*
And then Tim had to burst my bubble saying, "Eh those clothes the lousiest one but also the most comfy one ler, thats why wear to sleep. R u saying u comfy with MU now?"
Kanasai.
I had to create some stupid story I am a Chelsea spy that was asked to convene into a MU dungeon of supporters (which is partly true you know, everyone around me is a freaking MU fan!!!) to steal their secret or something lol.
And then I also say, I won't buy fake shirts of Chelsea. Hahaha, and then I tell him my principal is "If you can't afford it, don't buy it" which means I don't even bother buying fakes la. This is what I tell Jo also when I say I want a LV bag (of course in a playful mode la, maybe a few years down the road) and then he asked me to get a Grade A those kind of fake LV bags from Petaling St or something. And then I say these people are a disgrace because if you can't afford it, then don't buy la. NOBODY WILL SAY EH WHY YOU DON'T OWN A LV BAG AH!?
If people saw your (fake) bag and asked whether they can take a look at it some more, I wonder where you gonna put your face cis!
(at this rate I just realised I might never own a Chelsea shirt at all because Cibol used to tell me how much it was - I nearly pengsan! I hardly spent that much ON A SHIRT wat more jerseys hahahaha maybe this proves I am not a fanatic fan at all *shifty eyes*)
Stupid la, as if you ppl can understand the crap me, Jo and Tim talked about.
This doesn't look like me at all!!!
I showed this photo to BF and he enthusiastically went, "HAHAHHA, my own MU babe!" and kept smirking idiotically, gawking at the pic endlessly and say how the pic is so cute!
Kanasai, why does my BF like the pic that doesn't resemble me at all! Does this mean something!? *fishy Detective Conan time*
Tried to take pics at BF's "garden"
And in the end, became sacrificial means to the mozzies. I think I got like 20+ bites from that day and BF kept poking at them using his nails, saying that is what you should do when you have mozzie bites.
I looked at him aghast and showing a small scar from my right hand where I did the same (you just can't help it) and then he said, need a certain special skill to do one! WTF!
Okay the next photos, you help me judge whether I got a FAT face or not, k!
At first you might think don't have right? (or so I think)
AND THEN......
WRONG! Look how big it is!
I am being so anal about my face because it's so damn big and I think people are generally photogenic because they have small face and it won't look big no matter which way they poses! BUT MY FACE IS SO DAMN BIG LA! From now on, I will not smile with my teeth visible anymore! Try and stop me no not even sushi chocolate icecream can make me smile widely anymore did you see how HUGE my face is when I smile like that sien! Huhuhuhu...
BF even "helped" to contribute to my "anal-ness" of my face by saying I cannot take photographs next to him because my face will look damn big next to his!
WHAT KIND OF BF IS THIS ALWAYS MAKE ME FEEL BAD ABOUT MYSELF ONE!
Bye bye teeth I am not going to smile with you anymore, got (quite) straight teeth also no use wtf!
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHA, after this I am going to be rich I don't need some bad headache job woes because I am going to be rich anen all of you wanna be my friends!
I have finally devised a plan that will make me rich!
I am going to kumpul all my money.. yes every 60 ringgit and 57 cents that I have in bank and those I can find under my toilet bowl and then..
BET THAT EURO 2008'S FINAL GOING TO BE TURKEY VS RUSSIA!
I bet no one see this coming hahahaha no France no Italy no Spain no Netherlands no Portugal no Germany who would have expect this nobody! I am going to bust all my the forecast websites and betting gangs and win win win money seriously who would have predicted the final would be the meeting of the underdogs!
Seriously I must be The Best Thinking Brain this year, I must I must be for devising this plan!
EDIT: I watched as far as 65 minutes of the Italy-France match and gave up after the Rossi scored the second goal for Italy - just couldn't handle the disappointment. Romania is tailing in the other Group C match. The match saw Huntelaar scored for Holland, so that means should the goals stand - Italy would march to q-finals.
In any ways, I am deeply disappointed by the French again - with Abidal probably committing the same disastrous mistake as Zizou did in the last World Cup. At 25' minute, what was he thinking? With the team already in a whack because Ribery was injured early, and he had to add more pain to the team with only 10 men playing. Henry needed more support, and Abidal took that away from him.
I only hope now that Romania would win the other match, although highly not possible because I just don't want Italy to scrap through. They didn't win on merits, no they didn't at all. France just screw themselves enough to give Italy the passage door.
BUMMER. -END OF EURO LIFE-
I am absolutely the ultimate envy of many woman, I guess.
Get this, I just started skipping my lunch for no reason! I mean, I don't even need motivation or determination to do so. I just ignored the sensation of being hungry and go on finding new things to do. I startle myself sometimes.
I survived the other day on cheese cake and apples. Siao, I can say now. But I did it anyways.
I don't know. Am I utterly depressed these few days?
Despite not doing anything stressful, am I feeling down because I have no direction on where to go? I hated times like this, where there is no semester to look forward to, no Monday work rush to loathe about, no weekend to laze about.
EVERYDAY IS A FREAKING BLOODY HOLIDAY = no life.
And don't you dare question me that I am just pure lazy and picky at my job; I do so for several unavoidable reasons of which should I write them all down here, the pages couldn't hold them.
Live this dilemma on another day..
I miss my KL friends now.
Maybe because I am at home so I can't talk as much but in KL, I talked every single time I need to - to my housemates, to my room mate, to my friends in uni, to BF on the phone, to my gang when we have our outings...
In kuching? IT'S SO MUNDANE!
Like all of us are here to coexist together. I mean, of course I talk to my family but we don't go chi-chi-cha-cha. With BF, we'll hang out and do our thing but we don't go chi-chi-cha-cha.
I DON'T KNOW. WHERE SHOULD I BE? KL OR KUCHING gosh this is tougher than picking which euro team to support!
Saw the contest up Kinkybluefairy's blog and I couldn't help it. Just had to go for it.
IT WAS ADDICTIVE. As had been warned.
I actually did quite a few before deleting, omg so much time wasted haih -_-'''
So here's my fav set.
Sweat N Chic
You can give it a try! It's organized by Tongue in Chic in collab with Urbanscapes! I must warn you tho, should any of you wanna try - IT'S SERIOUSLY ADDICTIVE, i kid you not!
I cannot think properly with all the mess in my room!
All I can think about is "mess mess mess", all my thoughts are scattered too la!
I'll promised I'll get to it next week, so by then you'll see me in jovial mood everyday because seriously, nothing beats going back to a room where you know WHERE EVERYTHING IS!
Got my pay from the 5-day stint work and I splurged!
The Body Shop Vitamin C Skin Boost
It's not really pricey la compared to all the Biotherm, Lancome and Clinique but halo, I have been using drugstore brands all the time, so this is pricey for me!
Anyways, my last moisturiser/serum was Olay Regenerist because I was obsessed with getting old (23 yo!) so started buying anti-aging. It's kinda rich for me and I started developed bumps haha.
Oh oh oh, I actually am very obsessed with my face la coz I got very terrible acne back then, I think must be the worst I ever have the whole of my 23 years of existence. I started googling desperately for a cure that I can afford, believe me I have tried all - tea tree oil, benzoyl peroxide, salicyclic acid etc but it doesn't improve and all, in fact got worse la..
And then I stumbled into this girl posting in a beauty forum. She questioned whether us (acne sufferers) only experience acne on the face but have clear skin on other parts of the body. Which I totally have! I have very clear skin on my back, neck, hands and legs!
And then she suggested maybe the face got worse from all the chemicals we put on our face everyday (agree!!!). So that's when I stopped putting ANYTHING on my face except sunscreen. I know how scary it feels being so dependent on these items thinking "it'll work, it'll work in time"..
BUT I have been trying for a few weeks and none of the treatments showed anything so I decided wth, just leave it as it is la. The logic is the body must have its own mechanism to deal with infection anyways.
So my routine for 3 weeks now is just wash my face with Cetaphil and put my sunscreen (day) or straight go to sleep (night). I felt so paralyzed not doing the 3 steps - cleansing, toning and moisturising because everybody swear by these methods! oh yeah i might not need moisturiser la coz my face is oily ma.
AND YOU GUESS WHAT!
I wouldn't say that I am acne-free 100% but it cleared up so much better! Now, I still have small acne and acne scars from the bad days but most can be covered with minimal make up. During the bad times, no matter how much amount of make up I cake up, it wouldn't cover them up! And now, with the Skin Boost, I'll hope it'll cleared up better! I'll give review maybe after a few more weeks or months ok?
Biaw, I have been trying to tell you via online but why when I meet you online I always forget hahaha.. But everybody got their own skin type so maybe you shouldn't follow mine hahaha But it works for me (so far) ma so must share!
RANDOM RANDOM PHOTOS!
i love sushi king!!!!!!
Like who don't love sushi ha!
Ok, I must admit la. I don't really like Sushi King's sushis because honestly, they don't taste as good and as fresh as some certain Jap restaurants but why I love them is because the sushis there are so affordable! RM2, RM3 wtf so cheap!!
Who brought in SK to Kuching is brilliant!!! Right on time too, when I am going to be based here! Haha.. Please ah, for those of you who haven't get me a birthday pressie yet - get a Sushi King membership card for me when it's out for next year's k! I'll be uber gratefu lol!
Yong Chin Howe, r u not coming back this coming hols? wtf! I need sushi partner in crime! wtf why are we partner in crime in so many things - sushi king + discussion about acne all the time + laksa laksa laksa wtf wtf!!! -_-'''
when you can't join them, watch them..
Yes, no thank you that I am born a girl, so football is not a popular sport among girls (to join) but who says I can't join them! THEN I MA WATCH THEM PLAY LOR!
Watching on the bench while BF plays football for 2 hours. hor hor enticing life I lead. But it's not boring ler watching them! Note I still ensure I have some bimbo-ness in me by bringing the Cleo mag. Lol.
Okay the next photos might make you not want to eat so sorry!
I am very terrible at taking care of my feet hor!
I have he oldessssttt feet ever!!! And don't compare!!! Mine's worse! I've walked under the hot sun and in rain 5 days sometimes 6 days a week to uni for the past 2 years and I did 0 maintenance on them!
I actually never bother AT ALL la hor. I mean those calluses, hard and peeled skin, who would have noticed them right!? It's on the side where nobody would see ma!
WRONG MINDSET!
Apparently these will grow into those hideous "black veins / lines" at the back of your heel! OMG I don't want that to happen to me! I would have to wear boots all the time to cover them! YIKES!
OK OK, I am taking measures already, stop nagging me!!!! And no, I am not a pedicure girl, I haven't earn MY own money and asking from money from parents to get one is just so bloody wrong to me!
Vain pink shot
I don't take this for fun la! I wanna show you the dark blue ribbon tied on my waist! I love it!
It's actually from the shorts that Beth and Alicia got me for my birthday hahaha and can you believe I have been wearing it 5 days straight with different outfits!
I used it to tie up baggy dresses / tops (like this one but this one is considered 'tight' than the rest) and there's one day, I felt 'decent' so I wore a formal shirt and used it as a tie lol! And wear shorts la to make it more casual!
And then when we go kopitiam watch Germany's unlucky match against Croatia, people kept giving me glances! WHY! Wearing so "fashionable" (this would counted normal in KL but in Kuching??) to kopitiam is wrong isit! I run out of pajamas and nenek skirts to wear liao lar!
And yes I need a haircut. Bummer. $$$ again.
Last photo!
The day when I wore my vintage skirt the other way round!
WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME!
And some more I paraded around Kuching city proudly with my inside out skirt and only realized that I wore it inside out when I got into the car ready to HEAD HOME!
HAIH -_-'''
ok IT'S 12 am soon. Time to conspire with Chee Liang about euro I dunno why do we do this talking about euro as if we are scouts for football clubs, siapa player hebat who got potential wtf formation 442-451-433 why are we doing this har!?
AND YES I DO KNOW ABOUT SCOLARI 6 MIL DEAL TO CHELSEA AND RONALDO PROBABLE MOVE TO MADRID AIN'T THE WORLD GRAND!?
And France why did you play so sucky, my euro life officially has no meaning now..
From the way it seems, Dutch and Portugal are the best teams to bet count on to meet in finals huh? Should I support them ah?
but wtf when I see Portugal play the other day, I actually hoped Czech would score and when I see Croatia leading against Germany, I was actually clasping my fingers hoping the referee would blow the whistle anytime! And when Italy played against Romania, I actually hoped Romania would score again!
Haiyah, I am such an underdog supporter.
WHO SHOULD I SUPPORT LA! *dilemma of the decade reli*
Someone please tell me how to declutter the mess in my room?
I am at this beyond salvation point where I entered my room and think, "My God..." while looking at the mess..
and then go "whatever" and head straight either to my bed (to sleep), or to the laptop (to online) or to my cupboard (to wear something -_-''') because the mess is too much that I don't even know where to start.
In KL, where stress level are bound to heighten at certain periods, the time will come when Ms Squeaky Clean Suzie takes out her scrubs, dirty cloths and surgical mask to start cleaning my room. And I remembered the feeling of being productive and living in such a clean environment after that, and although the stress doesn't necessarily evaporate away, it does somehow provide morphine levels of highness to cushion temporarily the stress.
Btw, the surgical mask is because I am allergic to dust; and exposure to dust will make me sneeze non-stop and have annoying flu tagging me since then which causes my mood to be downhill from then on.
I am hardly stressful in Kuching, and furthermore Astro, bf, friends, euro is really taking my time from ever embarking on any projects i.e clean my room.
i wanna declutter my room.
i wanna make a diy bulletin board. too much important crap lying around. Someone know where can I get a cork board? stationery shops isit? or furniture shops?
how do you guys keep your makeup items so that you will always know where it is when you need it? I am always in the hurry so after I used something, I'll just throw it in a box or let it lie somewhere. And then the next time I need it, I don't know where it is anymore!
my books! my files! papers that i don't know whether I should throw or not! where (and how) to keep all these!? And no bookshelves please because my room is congested enough! No addition of furniture hmph!
I wanna learn sewing! Because I am obsessed with vintage clothes! I have dozens of hand-me-downs from people because my mom loves taking these in! Either she sees if any of us fit them or gave them away to relatives in kampung, I don't know why she really finds it wasteful to throw them away!
And what I always do is just do some carigali in my wardrobe, find something I think can work with and wear it! People haven't been noticing but I have actually wore quite a few time vintage skirts as mini dresses and tops these few days. And because some are really too ugly to be worn outside, I am adamant to make them useful i.e use them as a scarf, diy them into tops or something so this is why I wanna learn sewing!
BF don't know this but I dreamed everyday that I have something like Xiaxue's Princess room! He read the post about her room and said to me he would feel geli to be in such a girlish room! Haih, but it's so organized and pretty!
I am so afraid that I am starting to let myself go. I was watching Oprah the other day about this obese woman who was crying about how she felt like she doesn't deserve to live (suicidal i guess?). They took out pictures of her when she was young and she was actually quite pretty last time! She said, one day she looked at herself in the mirror and thought that she was ugly and never bothered to care for herself anymore. I, on the other hand basically just gets lazy at grooming myself already because nothing I do actually screams successful obvious results! How like this!
I don't even know watching big guns like Italy and Germany losing to their respective matches is a sad or happy feeling. Please tell me I can still feel.
haih my life is so sad. Okay if you people wanna make me happy and not suicidal, please send me money for me to shop ok. thanks.
OK Tim is starting to nag about I am not replying his msgs and then I also not blogging frequently anymore hahaha ok ok fine fine.. Tim, are you appointing yourself as my manager because I only do things because you asked me to haha..
I am very good at getting fatter in Kuching, because people kept feeding me food I cannot resist! Like in KL, maybe I chose certain food because not all are up to my liking but in Kuching, it's so hard to resist!
Like the other day, had butter chicken rice for lunch and then head to The Spring for ice cream at Desserts. Grew bored so had quite a little bit sushi at Sushi King. Was thinking not to have anything until late supper because we were that full. But I eventually eat up again because Jui's mom prepared steamboat for dinner and I found out I still had space to stomach them all. In fact, I was the last to leave the table -_-'''
Haiyoh, please God, let me have some fat in all the other places NOT MY FACE AND TUMMY CAN?
MOVING ON.....
TODAY, I report good weather from Kuching! Yeah!
See? Blue skies and white clouds!
Bambi's out to play in the good weather!
My Bambi necklace must be my most overused accessories ever! It's so simple and I like it because it's so cute la! And it's gold (fake of cos!).
When I saw it at Diva, I thought it's just okay and bought it for a friend. But when I got home and had nothing to accessories a plain white tee, I saw this and realize it's actually Bambi!
And of course, I kept it to myself -_-''' I am hopeless I know..
Reporting jobless to you from Kuching!
Not only the good weather is of good today, Mr. Postman came to give pleasant surprises!
I was happily, joyfully hopping to the gate to retrieve my letters and he handed me letters which ALL bear my name! *normally some boring letters for dad, you know la bills and all boorrriinngg*
Late birthday wishes from friends!! VIA SNAIL MAIL!
Like, who does this anymore?
Haiyah, I am very very touched la. Obviously I don't know how this people know my absolute joy is to receive letters from the mailbox and then open the envelope in anxiety to see what's inside! Beats email, fb messages and e-card anytime! I am not saying that all your effort via online not appreciated la, but don't you find these conventional effort much more sincere!!
AND CUTER!?
When I saw the stamps, I immediately know who sent them la hahaha.. One from Adelaide, the other card and letter was from KL.
The Adelaide one was of cos from Howe la, and the letter was from Lisa (because we love love letters like that) and the card was from Wai Yan.
WHAT SURPRISED ME MORE IS ALL THESE ARE SENT ON DIFFERENT DATES BUT ALL ARRIVED TODAY!
Howe's on 2nd, Lisa on 3rd and WY on 4th!
Today's the 10th leh!
Mr. Postman, have you been naughty and hide all my mails and make sure they all come together!?
Must show you how much I love the cards..
I must show you why the unemployment rates are going up.
Because in Kuching, when you don't have MidValley or One U or Sunway Pyramid to bum your ass, you can find somewhere else to lepak also.
Bummers in Kuching go to...
not The Spring Boulevard la you stupiak!!
THE SARAWAK MUSEUM...
!!!!!!
Hahaha, we are so random can die! This came on because The BF said he never go to Fort Margherita (like ancient fort left by the previous Rajah by the Sarawak river) before, and although we had planned to go there several times, we are always too late to embark on the historical journey back to time (all wake up late one watch euro mah tsk tsk)..
So we went to Sarawak Museum instead because it's nearer and no need to use boat to cross the river hahaha..
Me with some dinosaur..
The BF and Kenny who went with me and said something about Night in The Museum (yea that funny movie..). Urm, if anyone were to spend the night here and something like the movie happens.. That tulang at the back of me would be the one chasing the hero in the movie haha.. Those who watched the movie would know..
Actually, the bone is of a whale that washed off shore of Miri..
Engulfing the historical roots wtf i'm just sien so sit down la haha
welcome to my house!
ati sowon ku (this is my husband -_-''')
this is where we sleep.. hey it's real comfy don't look down k!
Oklah just kidding.. obviously this is the inside one of the displayed interior of a long house! But maybe I wouldn't mind staying in one of those, it's really comfortable and cool in those wooden houses!
One of the places there got this old stove right, used by the indigenous people last time. I saw it and screamed, "Hey, I got one at kampung too! I pangang jagung over the stove last time!"
And then some more I shared about how I don't know how to keep the fire burning last time using the stove so me and rakan sekutu-kutu (my cousins) used to throw several rubber balls (meant to ignite fire) into the fire and seeing the fire flare will excite us, thinking we did it right.
You're supposed to start a fire using that rubber ball and then keep the fire ala BBQ lar; throw sticks and fan the charcoal wtf I am so sakai and jakun last time..
And Kenny and The BF gave me -_-''' looks wtf you people think lau niang joking izit!
I got my cousins to prove I really did all those ok hmmpphhh you think I forget my Bidayuh heritage isit!
By the way, if you notice why I am wearing so decent (knee length skirt and sleeved top, I am so hot mama it's always sleeveless top and shorts for me), it's because I am supposed to have dinner with Jui's grandfather (mom's side).
It's his wai gong's birthday!
Wai gong + wai po
Quite young la. I mean, The BF is their grandson so let's say (LET'S SAY...), me and The BF have kids - they ma can see their grand-grandchildren!!??
That's quite an achievement to me la.
My Idol..
I think I need to have Karaoke singing classes to fit in this family...
Because..
His sister sings..
He sings..
The rest of his cousins sings -_-'''
*twilight zone cue*
Btw, the girl on the right is his cousin's gf and SHE IS SO DAMN GOOD OK! I cannot help but to compare myself to her la because we're supposedly going into the family ma BUT SHE IS SO DAMN GOOD OK!
She went up personally to wai gong to wish him Happy Birthday while I sit oddly in my seat, checking whether my nail polishes matched or not. And then, she grabbed the mic and sang karaoke with the rest!
I don't sing karaoke wan la ok! The only time I will sing is when I am shouting together in the room with my friends, I don't do those solo singing one!
And then when The BF's sis (Yen Ru) asked me to sing this small part duet with The BF, of cos I say NO because mua don't read Chinese, his cousin asked me, "You cannot sing merh?".
How I can improve myself to not be the black sheep in the family next time and avoid penindasan in the future:
1) Get karaoke lessons 2) Get Hakka teacher 3) Learn Chinese words (if not how to Sing K?) 4) Learn Chinese customs (wtf I don't know what to call who what, I call everybody auntie uncle not sei ku, ta ku, ta pok wtf I need lessons people) 5) Kahwin bangsa lain
Obviously I am kidding la.
Mom's side ish ok. I worry about dad's side lo. Hahaha... Because the dad's side family the very big (like 10+ siblings? Izit Jui?) and what if (what if!?) they find me too-SRK (haha ini bahasa SRK, ppl from SRK sure tahu one) to their liking, how ah?
Okay worry next time. Time to sleep.. And solve the next most important mystery in the world: WHO WILL WIN THE EURO CUP!? Hahaha..
Italy what happened to you? lol
Last but not least, pic with wai gong+ wai po+ all the granchildren!
OMG, I am so the married -_-'''
Nvm, you bachelor guys can still send me your resume to my email k?
Haha, oh btw, let you guys see this video of The BF's idol, Yang Zhong Wei. Apparently he sings quite well (okla, VERY well) and since I have lobbied so hard for David Cook and kept sending youtube clips to BF to convince him how good is Cook (because I love him so); and I can see the perseverance in BF to convince me about this guy.
Apparently, every time he sings, some girl is crying somewhere tsk tsk
I think he's good la hahaha with BF refused to admit hahaha it's an ego thing
I just don't get it why is everybody fussing over my finding a job, I mean let me have my rest and then I'll look for a job ba! I've been applying on jobstreet but I must admit, I am not doing an impressive job at all - I just simply do my resume and uploaded it and couldn't care less to write it in a better form!
WAIT LA SERIOUSLY I SLAVE FOR 3 YEARS ALREADY FOR A PIECE OF PAPER, LEMME REST CAN!!??
I don't even know whether I wanna do my field (WHICH IS GENETICS PPL, PLS REMEMBER) which means I have to continue it for Master's because Bsc is bullshit in science field; or just change field altogether! I reallllyy wanna do Human Resource ok, I like dealing with people but I hate Sales and Marketing and altho I know there tons of these jobs lying around because let's face it, everything is about business now, I DON'T EVER THE HECK WANNA DO THE JOB!
Why? Because I hate approaching people and having to flirt/ talk sweet/ impress/fight with people ALL THE FREAKING TIME to market your things!
I admit that there are people who are very good at these but I am one of those folks who asking to borrow 5 ringgit from you is of extreme difficulty for me, so I know how hard it will be for me!
I don't want to switch jobs all the time you know, I hate changes; so that's why I am very very careful at applying at jobs! I know I maybe a little bit too choosy because there are tons of graduates are unemployed outside there but I hate to push myself to the edge of the wall and be desperate!
I just want myself to be happy all the time and that crucially means getting a job I am GOOD AT and HAPPY AT! I used to tell my friends in KL if I were to work as a receptionist or clinic assistant or clerks, whether they will look down on me; because seriously I think work that is less stressful is what I really want to do! I like observing people so I think I will have fun dealing with people; I might have some bad days with rude people but that beats not reaching your sales target and kena by your superior (I worked in marketing company before so I know how some kena by their execs).
Of course the pay's not high and for someone who slaved herself for a Bachelor's, I should really look for something else - but do you see my conflict?
Do something that is stressful but adequate pay? Or something simple but low pay?
My ultimate goal in life is to be REALLY REALLY HAPPY!
Because I hate being stressed. I hate being down. I hate being pessimistic. Because when all that happens, I feel ugly/ inadequate/ the world's snapping at me/ everybody's mean and I am unworthy!
I HATE HATE THAT FEELING OK!
And so now I am eyeing for an okay paying job but I know I will still enjoy doing it! It's damn hard ok!?
And with everybody kept asking whether I am applying for work and all that, really give me edges!
OK, I shall stop now and watch Euro hahahahaha football really brings people together come come now all go mamak, oops wrong its kopitiam here in Kuching watch together k!
I still cannot decide whether to support Portugal Germany or France? Haih dilemma of the century I know hahaha...
Being contented in life, is that what everyone has been looking for?
Not having to think that the grass is greener at the other end, always finding pleasure in what that you're doing and every little small things is a little bundle of joy...
I used to think that it's too much to comprehend, that something as simple as that is unachievable..
Or is it...?
~*~*~*~*~ Im allowed the longest post in the history of mankind today because it's my big day. Shoo if u no likey...
I have come to accept this day as something insignificant, it is as common as the rest of the 364 days in the calendar; there's even some certain dates that I looked forward to more than 5th of June namely Chinese New Year haha, VDay hur hur and 11.12 my anni with The BF keh keh..
Because 5th June to me is always a disappointment to me hor, like the people I wanna hang out with is always out on the mission to Mars or climb Everest or travel the world, yala you know la doing some very "SIGNIFICANT" things that my burfday always get pushed away de..
And coming to 2008's 5th June right, I totally had no countdown to the day, no feeling of peaking climax, or even anticipation of anything at all towards the day because bummer, it's just the 23rd freaking time I celebrated the day my mom was in terrible pain to get me out of her cervix.
Oh btw, do you know that I have these two like real obvious bumps on my head of which my mom didn't (or don't want to) tell me; and not until Form 3 I thought it was normal.
I take Bong as example because he's bald and everybody can see his head shape right (unless pala too besar kenot see hahaha). Mine is obviously on the right la got two bumps one *ok seriously who laughed please slap urself 20 mil times NOW*
I coloured my hair blond because Hollywood blinded me, all hot chicks are blond so there you go I wanna be blond hot chick too..
The day I found out it wasn't normal was when this certain guy I liked touched my head and then said, "Eh.. why you got two bumps on ur head?" and then, he was laughing while his hands was feeling the bumps on my head. Ya allah, that time I looked up at him (he was like a head and a half taller than me), and saw him laughing and never in my life I am so thankful that I got two bumps on my head.
Anyways, I never bothered about it la I thought it some polymorphism thingy where some got, some don't have - I am just the special one who got it. Little did I know, during my uni days (ok now I sound old), a coming-to-be doctor touched my head (what's with guys touching my head???) and then gasped aloud!
And asked whether I was sucked out during birth. Huh!? I know! That was my reaction too!
Apparently, he said that the bumps where a result of suction used by doctors to pull me out of womb la! When I asked my mom this, she confirmed the story and told me about what happened in the room and she looked quite displeased with the whole experience; somemore even cursed the doctor and all.
So I stopped asking further la even tho I'm curious. I think they (my parents) were afraid that my brain might be damaged or something in the process so now if I am stupid or dumb, I got reason to say so la!
NOT MY FAULT! I WAS SUCKED OUT DURING BIRTH! LOL! Okay not funny, but I am thankful of whatever/whoever I am now. Bumps or no bumps, I really like what I am now.
ANYWAYS, I SUPER DIGRESSED! Back to my burfday rightttt...
Because I expect the least of the today, so I planned to just lie around, flapping my arms in my bed and then go ohh ahhh at every spider or lizard that run across my ceiling la!
AND THEN YOU KNOW WHAT! BF GO AND SURPRISED ME!
I was at his place while he was doing his FYP report (yes again.. now u know what my fb/msn status means.. -_-) and then I was telling him to at least get me birthday muffin from Coffee Bean and then put a candle on it because I think it is cute la.
I was actually so focused on watching Fast & Furious on TV when he and his sister came with a cake and candles! I looked at them so awkwardly and I think for like 5 minutes I was thinking what is going on huh?
I remembered my brain processing where the cake come from? why got candles? who planned this? certainly not bf ba! he's the worst turtle in the world, how could he plan surprises wan?
And when I blew the candles (in that blur moment of time) I still shouted, "must be yen ru planned all this one!" *yen ru= his sister
Yes I still cannot believe he can plan surprises. -_-'''
And then I go home la, shower and everything and get ready to bed and checked my fb messages before that! Got some decent messages, and saw Tim online and screamed to him,
"Say happy bday to me! say say say!!" "ok" wait 5 seconds... "weiiiii, say liaooo!!!" and then he gave me this link where he did a video for me!!
So touching righttttt!!!
Obviously cannot put up because got some very private secrets between both of us but I am so damn touched la ok!
Anyways, this Tim right - in first year,we all went with the rest of the gang to some park la (I dunno where because KL is so unfamiliar that time). And then because it was quite huge right, the rest decided to cycle!!!!!
I can't cycle!!!1 I feel so sad because I don't know what to do; I felt like crying because I must walk alone now while the rest go cycle cycle and I feel afraid some more, what was I to do alone? But I don't want the group to feel like they cannot enjoy themselves because of this black sheep who can't cycle and so I put a brave face and say, "It's oklah! You guys go! I can walk by myself" and fake a happy face and smile lidat!
I remembered watching every bike passed me by and I waved cheerfully at them (fake). And then suddenly, this Tim slowed down and then, asked me to hop on his bike ler!
We were way behind the rest la of cos, but there's one point of time I feel like sobbing because damn touched la. He saw my face and then asked why the face..
"This is what I want I dreamed my dream guy to doooo..." "Oh? And nobody ever do this to you ha?" "Noooo..... so sad right?" "wan me to become that guy har?" winked playfully some more "Hah? nolah, i got bf dy..." "Oh... too bad lorrr..."
And he continued cycling while talking about some things else. I then learned from the rest that he too got gf dy -_-'''
That was the beginning of our friendship and now we are very very good friends; and in the video he talked about so many things we went through including the bicycle ride where he mimics that conversation between me and him so funny!
But don't you agree I kept telling him that the scene is so from a Korean drama / movie lolz!
Besides the BF and Tim; I had a few long distance calls I am very touched hor.. And then got this guy from the exhibition I just worked at sent these stupid coupons to my house like "free entitled lunch from Mr. XXX worth rm10.90".. I know stupid or not kah kah kah
And then Lisa called me and asked me she will buy me something from TopShop with her but the deal expires 1 month from now. So lame, she knows I am not going back that soon.. sien -_-
So my burfday is that simple and I tried to make myself productive this burfday!
I tell myself that I shall have new start towards life!
I shall clean my room and organize everything, get serious about applying for jobs, and try my best to make myself happy!
and oh btw, any body knows where can I get earrings stand in Kuching!
Like this?
Or this? Hahahaha ok that white box is too fancy I know but I seriously need something to hang all my earrings la, it keeps getting tangled to each other when I stored them in boxes! I've decided to prize my accessories now so that means storing them well .
Haih I am so tired now, I should really start cleaning my room already!
Thanks guys for all the wishes!!! Muakzzz!
Yup! Happy 23rd to me!!!
P/S: and I'm so sorry Chee Liang that petrol rises to Rm2.70 on my day! Not my fault k!? Unless the PM secretly hates the date or something..
Haiyah, why all of you boycott me just because all of you think I am a bad gf in my last post!
I know I can be a little bit princessy la, but then that's just me and if you don't like it, then don't hang out with me la! But then, when my BF can totally stand me - I don't see why you people fuss so much on how I bully my BF lo!
If I am so princessy and demanding rightttt, I don't think that there'll be guys who would fall in love with me lor but there were quite a number during sec school; so I must be quite lovable which means they can tolerate how princessy I am lar!
In truth right, I do helped the BF to do a lot of things like pamper him ok especially when he had a bad/rough day at school! No, I am not talking kinky stupid kuning things like Bong would have liked, but as I say in my previous comments, I become a "yes-mouse" and "disposable maid" to BF lerh!
Like when he played footie after a long break not playing and his muscles ached, I would massaged his legs until he falls asleep!
Or when he said his head hurts (headache), I would massaged his head until he sleeps!
And I fetched him drinks when we reached his house and cleaned his plates and cups after he finished using them!
There's a few times already that he's behind schedule for some things, and I stayed up with him doing small things like write letters or typed some data because I don't know any engineering things, that's as much as I can help! There's even one time I was doing my thesis which final draft was due the next day, but I stayed up and helped him finished his things and then I woke up at 6am to finish mine (slept at 3 to help him).
And he's totally paralyzed if I am not around to pick clothes for him. During a certain year's CNY, I can only come back a few days before CNY and so I asked him to do some shopping first and I'll accompany him for the rest when I am back but he refused. In the end, both of us were frustated because I haven't finished shopping for mine as well because I was busy in KL so I thought I'd left some shopping Kuching. I accompanied shopping for him so much that I didn't buy anything of my own (how frust is that for us girls!)
My BF is not romantic at all and he doesn't know any pick up lines or how to smooth girls over or how even to be one! So I have learned over the years that he is not romantic but in turn, he is very patient la!
There's more la, but I am running out of time and so, as you can see, I AM NOT A BAD GF LA! Just a very dramatic one! hahahahaha...
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