Trip to the beach! :-)

Trip to my favourite-est place in the world, the beach!

Yea yea yea!

Plus good food! YUM

Plus good company! Happy hour ppl!!!!

*Every time I looked at these pics, I got a random cheer in me :-)*

#1 Meet the other girls in my family!

#2 My cousin, who belanja us for the trip. Thanks, Fab!

#3 The Voon family

#4 And that's Misbun and two unknown players

They were having some national spirit-building camp at Camp Permai the same day haha!

And so I was telling my mom, had she send me earlier for badminton training, I'd prollie be there with them by then haha. Ok joking I am not that good la k, I just love badminton hehe

#5 My family and cuz (plus my other cuz and auntie who are @ the pondok)

#6 My blog means pictures of me!!!!!

#7 My bro trying to have a lame attempt to join the national team

Just kidding. I purposely took this like as if I am taking of my bro's back, but actually I wanna take the national team in their training. Hahaha..

#8 have u guys met my sis? --

#9 Puteri lilin

On my defense, I was holding the umbrella because I was the photographer of the day la! I had to protect the camera (it was drizzling). Won't let the pisang berbuah dua kali (my cam spoiled because of rain ok trauma oredi)

#10 Yellow digi man followed us

#11 BayWatch-style

#12 The epitome pic of our trip

And I am missing :_(

Because I was the damn photographer la! I honestly cannot understand how can people retorted to become the photog all the time! It is such a heartbreak when you realize you're not in a good photo :-(

#13 Puteri lilin must take her pic in the water NO MATTER WHAT!

#14 Finally a pic of my auntie and my other cousin, David

#15 tu tu tu! Bendera Msia dinaikkan, get up and sing Negaraku people!

#16 The mummies + mei mei

#17 The guys lighting up fire

#18 David always the one doing the hardcore jobs hehe

Grateful eh kow tow kow tow..

#19 trust the moms to bring everything!

#20 compulsory pic of me

WTF do I look so pale! I thought I'm supposed to be happy in heaven

#21 Humongous prawns

And you ppl still asked me why do I eat until I grow fatter? NOTE people, in Kuching there is NO BAD FOOD.

#22 Living with Mary means you have to tahan her -_-'''

#23 Fat but I don't care!

Ok, I do care la, you can just tell me I'm getting fat and then I'll laugh with you har har har but don't overdo it and make stupid jokes about my weight after that, it is seriously annoying!

For the record, I am still just 49/50kg and that's still 50kg lighter than you, so shut the *tut* up.

You just think I am fatter because I was a petite 45kg before!

Ok I better stop babbling, looks like I minded being called fat but actually, I don't really care anymore *shrug*

Oh and I love top. It's RM15 and its baggy and its sheer. What else is new? har har all my clothes are like that. Distinctive style yo

#24 hihihi bbq the cause of my extra weight!

#25 bbq not enough still bring so much food!

Got soda drinks (leftover from CNY and bought at supermarket), soya drinks, then keropok, sardine even! Rice, tempoyak, bread, cakes, chilli sos -_-'''

Honestly, this is more food than I have at 3D 2N scout camps lol

#26 at the nice pool

which I love so much! Oh, and before this, a fraction of 2 hrs worth of activities lost in translation because we all took dips in the sea and then, finish our food (yum yum) and then only proceeded to the pool!

I wasn't in (thus the one taking the pic because I already changed) -_-'''

#28 Bikini bod bodies, NOT! lol

My sis looks like some anorexic crazy chick with all these boys around har har har

#29 The mums + me!!

Hehehehe, my long cardigan nice or not? Love to bits hehe.

#30 beach beach beach @ nite

I asked my sis to take this and then asked her whether got "anything" behind me or not hahaha If you get my drift lol

#31 My cuz who is actually a supermodel wtf

Ok end of entry, I am just posting this up for sole purpose of entertaining you guys when actually I have tons to do ok (like sleeping).

Till we meet again ok folks!

Till then..


Bye bye paradise... mmmmm...

I WILL BE BACK! (arnold whatever-his-name style)

Bad Luck

This morning is pure fun.

First, Bali trip got canceled because there are no more cheap fares. And exp fares means not worth it. GREATTT bye bye Bali dream.

Second, waking up and realizing that my necklace is not on my neck. Now that's rare.

Third, a girl just want to watch American Idol rerun this morning with her breakfast because she was too busy preparing for the presentation last night. Somehow no sound came out from the TV. Can't a girl just get her dose of AI now!!

Fourth, time to walk to uni. Where's my bloody umbrella? Where where where IS IT? (5 months and working, never had my umbrella was so unfounded)

Fifth, mom passed me another umbrella. Walk walk walk, EH why can't this umbrella be pulled out like usual? An umbrella that needs Herculean strength to pull out. Fits me just right, alrite! =/

Sixth, was ready to cross the road. Nearly all clear now except for one white Kancil QAA 465*. Waiting waiting.. for it to pass. Courteous-driver-in-the-world decided to check me out and slowed down like 10km/h and peer out of his window. HALO JERK! My knuckles are bigger than your balls now move on, Schumacher! When the jerk finally passed me (not before checking me out in the rearview mirror), other cars are approaching.

Great morning is it, don't you think!

Bugged Tim, the only good thing in my life right now undoubtedly.

Tim: did u pelt a black cat last nite or sumtin?
Me: no
Tim: mebe u shud like recite some mantra or sumtin.. u know to curse the bad luck away
Me: i'm christian tim
Tim: oh yeah, dat.

.......

Tim: ok, i gotta go now. some customer has been callin me like, 10 times already and i kept hanging up haha
Me: !!!!! u've got work and u're entertaining me!? wtf!?
Tim: oh i just got this job to support myself. my real job's is friends' consultant.
Me: LOL go now!
Tim: yeah ok. *Halo cranky customer...*

I guess the day couldn't get any worse if I predicted everything that could go wrong. what is the worse thing that can happen.

Presentation got screwed. Predicted that already.

Fall off the stairs. Oww, that gotta hurt. Well, at least I predicted it.

Got caught sleeping and FB-ing in lab. A first will lead to more?

Accidentally sprayed some hazardous materials on self. Just don't scalp my face enough.

All the cars stop to check me out on my way home and cause massive jam on Tun Ahmad Zaidi road. That I wanna see.

My supervisor dropping F-bombs on me after my presentation. WOW, will he will he not?

Stepped on dog's shit on the way home. Photo Finish.

Done with it. I am going to www.fmylife.com and post up my part of the story.

EDIT: Just when I thought it couldn't get worse!! Went back home for lunch and since my presentation is at 2pm, I thought I'd come back at 1.15 to set up everything. Then, IT RAINS. Like heavily. Not enough? I had my notes with me, the notes I'll use for the presentation. Great, it'll be soaked wet now (carrying it in my hands).

What else? Oh, how about that great Herculean umbrella I got? It took 2 minutes to get it open! I am officially wet for my presentation :-/ I hope my supervisor won't mind my new look.

The Romance Shirker

P/S: Loooonggg post!

Okay, I bet all of you are curious how I spend my Valentine's!

Haha, here's the post!

I don't remember EVER writing about my Valentine's for the past 4 years (except for last year cause I become tiang lampu for Sheena and BF -_-) so if any of you my loyal readers (do I even have any hahahahaha joke of the year wtf material) can enlighten me whether I did, please do!

Otherwise, this is my first entry on VDAY woohoo!

Not trying to sound flamboyant or cocky or even to make all exes jealous make those who were dateless on that day more miserable , seriously, please read till the end because there is a catch to the whole romantic date!

MY BF planned this by himself *claps claps*

Finally, the kid has grown to a big boy man!

We went to Magenta for dinner! :-) Pics!

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Oh I just realized people would start generally ask me about my hand *see above*. I have developed some kind of skin irritation near my wrist. Because I washed my hands all the time in lab, probably like 20-30 times (I'm not joking), I am guessing that certain part (near wrist) was always wet because I couldn't dry it properly with my watch on (I wash up till my elbows).

I assumed that the friction between my watch and that (wet) part developed into some kind of skin irritation. In fact, it was getting better (drying off) after nights of putting antiseptic cream. But that was also when I started getting negligent and starting washing vigorously again.

This time it started being itchy and grew some kind of pus-like thing. :-(

Quite an unsightly sight actually.

So I took the initiative to cover it up with a gauze and all; you know to prevent people from sighting the hideous sight and asking and cringing in fear and all that jazz.

But instead, more people asked than usual -_-''' and some thought I was on some suicide bid or something (it never occurred to me) until I had to show them, "Suicide this part lah!" and point to them the obvious veins on the wrists -_- (my "wound" was on the other part, not the veins)

Okay back to Vday! Magenta has quite tasteful decors! :-)))

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And of course, more photos of me hahaha!!!! (it's my blog wad, shuddupppp u!)

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Hands on my chin - Tim was commenting how this is starting to be a Suzie pose because I do it. in. every. single. self-take. pic.!!!!

Oh and my gauze more obvious huh! Do I look like some pitiful mental freak on the verge of suicide? haha

And I did not put on 10 pounds of makeup that night ok! The flash somehow accentuates my foundation that night, even BF commented about it! When I asked him whether my makeup looked thick, he said it wasn't thick at all! (as you can see in the non-flash pics).

I missed my camera, it has been at the hospital for so long :_(

Next, the food!

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The food only comes in a Valentine's Set that night, was around RM108++ per person.

For my opinion, I reckon that I would prefer The Junk/BlaBlaBla/Living Room's food better. Maybe because I am more accustomed to their menu, this was my first at Magenta and the food didn't really delight me.

Maybe I am a glutton because I looked at portions (The Junk etc served humongous portions!!). Why I never insaf despite putting on size hah! -_-

Oh of which very funny that nite! I planned to take photos of every meal when they are served, and as usual, the glutton me picked at the food first thing it came down AND BF had to stifle his laughter and teased, "Are you forgetting someeethingg?". (take pics of them if you're blur)

EVERY. SINGLE. COURSE. -_-'''

I think next time people can call me a Glutton instead of Suzie.

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I think this year I received more Valentine's request than ever before. Not that I have people personally asking me out for a date, but I have realized that people have been asking me indirectly about plans on VDay itself. And even hinted at the possibilities like, e.g if BF couldn't make it, that they don't mind to "shoulder a responsibility to bring a lonely girl out" lol

Noble guys noble. lol (I'm serious guys! Not meaning here to defame you guys!)

I feel completely flattered, really.

Despite putting on a few more kgs, people still find fatme relatively attractive to be brought out as their Valentine's. Well, most don't mean romance though; some just feels like hanging out, which I appreciate the thought very much (that I'm "cool" enough to hang out with).

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#27

I must accept the fact that I look lousy in photos! The other day I bumped into a friend and talked to him for a while. He was with a friend of his at that time.

The next hour after I left them, my friend sms-ed me and said something along the line, how his friend thinks I looked 10 times better in real life than in photos (because he saw some of my photos on fb). sigh. I guess I'll never be photogenic. :-(

Oh oh oh, and I really don't mind being called fat, you know lol.

I was in a denial phase but now I am slowly accepting it. My schedule has helped me so much of it, because I am so damn busy to care.

I guess accepting is so much better than indulging in self-pity.

Oh about my VDAY gift :-). BF gave me a pink Sony MP3 player!!!!

I am quite sad actually because I managed to crack a small part of it in my first week of using it. :-(((((((((( But nonetheless, very appreciative of BF because my walks to uni now is less of a hassle with music in my ears!!!

I really didn't know what to get the BF and I read somewhere that guys need practical gifts so I got him:

# A box!

# Shoes la!

I realllly didn't know what to get him, but since he has been saying how he is falling on futsal fields with his old shoes losing tracks, I thought I'll just get him a pair. :-)

It took me some detective work ok! I had to snoop around to find his size (pick up his Nike shoes, peek into the shoe to detect the size ewwww the smell!!!haha... joking honey!) and then I bugged my brother to do all the scouting for shoes for me!

It wasn't easy, and his reactions when I gave him the shoes was putting it at the backseat of the car (I expect him to open it first!!??). I was like -_- ok nevermind and then we went off to dinner together. But during the dinner, he asked me 101 questions about the shoes and tried to guess the model, price etc!!

I was like -_- GO SEE FOR URSELF LA why ask ask ask!

Okay enough story telling! oh oh oh after the VDay dinner right, was supposed to go for some drinking with his friends but guess what!!!!

GUESS WHAT!!!

He fell sick!!!! Like really bad sick! Soaring fever, dizzy, unwell body and all!

We were at his house, watching a movie on the laptop together and I had to keep putting moist cloth on his forehead so that he is not that *urm*heaty and fetching drinks for him!!!

OF ALL DAYS!

SICK ON VDAY!!!

If you must know, two years back (2007), he was sick AS WELL and then, last year(2008) I was in KL, so we didn't celebrate VDay together and next year (2010) VDay is going to be on the first day of CNY, so I'm pretty sure we won't be celebrating VDay next year!

That's why I call him a shirker, because he choses the right day to fall sick!!

MY BF IS A ROMANCE SHIRKER!

With this pattern going on, I am going to prepare Panadols on 2011, 2013, 2015 etc Valentine's Day because he's gonna fall sick every time!!!!

But I still like his efforts; the dinner and flowers and all (except getting sick part)!!! MUAH thanks babeh!

Lalalalalala...

I am so pissed, been logging in out of AirAsia to book tickets to KL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Kept getting error messages every time I wanna conclude payments!!!

GAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Ok, calm down Suzie.

OMG V day in 2 days time (tomorrow actually) and I haven't plan a thing for BF!!!! HOW!

I guess I'll just die fat a spinster now. I really don't mind. With the stress I get from work? And the amount of time I spend online just trying to clear bills?

Maybe I don't mind at all, maybe maybe.

Like can someone possess me on Saturday and turn me into an angelic little Gf that would please BF and then come out of me on Sunday? Because the only thing I can think of when I hear the word 'weekend' (hmmm) is sleeeepppppppppppppp... zzzzz

SORRY BF I STILL LOVE U i am just a little mentally deluded now haha

Ok obviously I am going crazy with the all the stress of how everything is not falling into place at this moment. bear with me ppl

And I want my Jamar back, paula simon kara randy!!!

Fashion dilemma is worse than diarrhoea

I'm sorry, I am having a fashion relapse.

I have no idea what to do!

Just done with CNY shopping and particularly satisfied with the pieces I have gotten myself, now I have more conflicts staring up my face! I can't decide this month's key piece!

In case you're confused, one of my New Year's resolution is to focus on buying a single piece of essential key piece of my wardrobe.It's supposed to be one of my reasons for shopping goals to handle my money wisely this year.

Oh, do you understand what I meant by key pieces? The LBD, jeans be it skinny or flare up's, maxi and others etc.

I did this so that I can accumulate key pieces that I need to complete my wardrobe. Generally, items that are included in key pieces are items that costs a little bit more, because cheap items would totally be not worth it.

This is where cuttings really matter and come on, we all know it that good cuttings come with "good" price.

Tops and dresses don't count because I can particularly get them at quite reasonable bargain prices, so I don't think there's any need to save for a particular top/dress. Tops and dresses are clothes that I will dug up at the clearance sales or alter them just to fit.

My key pieces, on the other hand are fashion statements (to me), and they either complement the whole look or borrow the whole outfit a new fresh outlook.

Help me decide this month's key piece! :-(

A. Sporty Chic Blazer - Forever 21 - RM110

I really want to attempt those blazers casual look!

My fashion inspirations:

Anne Hathaway in Devil Wears Prada

Blake Lively in one of her GG's episodes

I really want to lend some masculinity to my wardrobe because I like the clean, tailored look. I really looked around for a decent jacket but either most looked very business-like and proper or too expensive for my budget.

I actually saw one at Sisley (in gold somemore!) but it was way before my budget!

On how I would wear it:

Look 1: Pair it with my mini dresses

I'm guessing it is not a surprise anymore that I am a fan for mini dresses and with the (growing) amount of mini dresses in my closet, I am assuming the blazer would serve its purpose well.

Look 2: Do the LA thing and pair with shorts

I feel so enthused for this, because I like the blazer + shorts look so much, it made me squeal in delight every time I see a cute ensemble of those in mags.


B. High waisted skirt - Forever 21 - RM80



I am not behind on this trend. It just took me gazilion years to find a high waisted skirt that looks cute enough! I have been wearing some of my tops as high waisted skirt while on the lookout for the skirt! Talk about desperation lol

I actually was looking for one for CNY and pairing it with a toga or satin top but I couldn't even find any of them in Kuching! (yes I plan my CNY outfits shoot me)

My fashion inspiration came also from Blake Lively, on one of her episodes in GG but I couldn't find her pictures in it online. Nevertheless, celebrities donning the high waisted look (and look good in it, I must commend):



On how I would pair the high waisted skirt? ENDLESS POSSIBILITIES!

I can only think of some - be it corporate or casual or goofy, I basically can think of 101 ways to pair it with right now without even looking at the clothes I have.

What I love about the high waisted skirt is how versatile it is and how it is almost good to pair with anything! In fact, I've always had time where I wished I own a high waisted skirt because nothing else in my closet was pleasing me that particular day.

Another thing about the high waisted skirt is that pairing it with any top would almost make the top to be more noticed than the skirt (I plan to get one in dark color anyways), thus the skirt can almost always be worn all the time.

The blazer, tsk. Not so much. I prollie feel that if I wear the blazer out too often, people might begin to notice it (and that's why I never splurge on dresses and tops, because they are so noticeable)

WHY am I in such a hurry to decide?

Because I will actually be purchasing from the Forever 21 website itself. Someone in the LowYat forum is organizing a spree where shipping costs will be shared and it's gonna be closed in 3 days' time so the rush!

Thus the blazer and the skirt does have its cons : I will not be able to try them out myself and what if their cuttings do not flatter or bigger than I expected?

By my (long) description above, you would probably tell me to get the skirt because of its versality, but what if what if I never find such a decent cheap blazer anymore?

Good blazers costs a whopping RM200-300, and I never can part with that money on one item alone. And so I think this is a good bargain.

High waisted skirt probably can wait until Kuching caught the fever (as I have observed, Kuching is late by ~ half a year -> one year on fashion trends).

And I cannot get both because that would mean impulsive buying and that means I have failed my resolution (on my first month greeeatttt) right?
I told my unofficial stylist (yes I have one haha) and he (yes, it is a he!) told me this:

Me: which one which one?
Me: Like wud u help me decide asap? or else I have no choice but to fire you grrr
xxx: Girl listen to me
Me: yes listening with bunny ears all pointed out dude
xxx: Either dun get any
xxx: or get both!
Me: dude....
Me: ....
Me: u're so fired man

Somemore..

xxx: both are fashion staples!
xxx: and they're gorgeousssss
Me: in pics, they are
xxx: and relatively cheap
Me: look, m not going to explain how this one-key-piece-per-month thing work AGAIN
xxx: I GET IT SISTA but then.... #mind wanders off#
Me: some "stylist" u r..
xxx: wat about i lend some cash and you get both!? Problem solved!
Me: ..... WAH!!!
xxx: maybe i can pay for the skirt first....
Me: it's not about the money!!! its about abstinence!
xxx: well, abstinence = death of fashion life
xxx: bye bye honey, i'll put lilies on ur fashion graveyard

-_-''' My stylist very keng hor!

If this is another one of those uncommented post and nobody helps me decide, I think I am just going to well, I don't know - jump off a drain or something.

P/S: I spent 3 freaking hours writing this, you guys better leave some comments ah!!!

A song to tear..

The overplayed song in my playlist: Iron & Wine - Flightless Bird, American Mouth

I don't naturally get the lyrics but the piano is so beautiful, like let's say someone urm not so good-looking was playing on the piano the song for me, I *think* I'll still be able to fall heads over heels.

I kept feeling like tearing towards the momentous end of the song, where the music was brilliant - like my whole life is summed up of it.

I don't know. Music is like. SO addictive.

Sigh. Why wasn't I born with musical fingers because I would love just being able to churn out art with just an instrument and my fingers haha.

Sorry, music obsessed for a while there. Heh. Bear with me.

Twilight OCD

I am still feeling a little bit dizzy-headed and a little nauseated.

I slept the whole day yesterday after having a whole night of sitting by the toilet bowl, anticipating a circus bout of vomit bouts (sorry, there goes your breakfast/lunch/dinner). I felt a little bit grateful that I was granted 4 hours sleep, considering the past nights before the dreadful night, I hardly catch a wink of sleep at nights anymore.

I hope my boss don't give me a tough day today, I don't think I can cope much.

Hrm.. what else to talk about. Oh! I am getting a little bit addicted to Twilight for my own good, and I am scaring myself with my silly obsession that I cannot seem to get away from. I am very afraid now that I will start to believe that someone like Edward Cullen is indeed lurking around in some crowds.

I have finish reading the whole 4 ground-breaking books, and am now continuing with Midnight Sun, although it is the least entertaining one to me even though it is from Edward's perception because I already know most what will happen.

I got the disc from a friend (I've watched it on cinema already), and have been watching it 2 nights in a row now - paying attention to which part was changed from the book- and now am listening to its OST at work.

Am now trying to figure out which song is played at which part of the movie-_-'''

I KNOW.

Obsessive, isn't it? But I can't seem to help it!!! How how how!?

Wonder when this will wind past me. This is taking longer than the Harry Porter fanaticism I used to have after every book. -_-'''

Sick story and CNY pics

I have just gotten a bug from someone and now it causes me to vomit in the wee hours this morn. :-(

I had no idea who gave me the bug, but I do remember being around quite a lot of sick people during CNY. Left right, there is sure someone who is sick of something.

I think it's fair to say that a bug is spreading.

And now it got to me :-(

I took the day off work cause I spent my whole night by the toilet bowl, just in case I vomited - so it really wasn't wise for me to turn up to work without proper rest. At times when I wasn't vomiting, I can feel my stomach being churned inside out.

Quite bad since I haven't been falling sick for nearly half a year already, other than the normal chills I get during pre-period.

Decided since a post is long overdue, might as well post some of my CNY pictures, although there are just a small lot. My camera is still in the service at the time so all the pictures are shamelessly stolen from facebook haha..

First day - can you see how delighted I am at mahjong?

1st day- at The BF's house

It's just a shame that my camera is tucked away at the moment, because I planned to document my every day's clothes that I had painstakingly line up for the first 5 days of CNY.

But otherwise, I think I wouldn't have the time to do so anyway, because was so damn busy the whole time!

But if you can see my 1st day dress, it's a silver grey dress with X back. I liked it when I tried it on but not so much now haha quite pricey too kns

2nd day at Mr. Soh's house

I wore this super short bubble dress (which I got at a super cheap price, not gonna say in case you guy called me cheapo lol). The effect was of course to show my legs -_-''' and i was going for the cute effect on 2nd day.

But I was abit unwell on 2nd day thus you see me putting a cardigan here.

3rd day with Frankie at Bren's house

My most prized dress is of course worn on the busiest day of all - 3rd day! This dress is super chic, I like it very much because it fits all of my criteria! I am always covered on the top, show on the bottom (legs). And what's best I got it at a discounted 50% price which is really quite cheap!

Group photo

Frankie hates this photo lol

4th day is where I started to play safe!

Because I have been wearing dresses for the 3 first days, I started my shorts love story on 4th day onwards!

With my best pretty girls!

The gang with Eric!

The BF went visiting with me and my friends.. so happy haha!

Because he never do something like that, and it's always me with his friends (which I clicked very well with wtf) so quite happy that he is willing to compromise haha

Okay, time for me to vomit rest somemore hope you enjoy this post wtf Chelsea Federer why you people have to lose bai bai