Friday, July 31, 2009

Pet Peeve No. 2

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Since I am on a roll, might as well continue it. Refer Pet Peeve no. I below.

OK, I've just encountered it yesterday night, that's why I am blogging it now but this practically is something I experienced very frequently, if not all the time.

The other thing that I cannot tahan is when people take their time in front of counters when they have ample time to prepare beforehand.

This practically often happen to me (Why God WHY!?) in McD. Because I am avid fan of McFlurry's (seriously I think doom's day is when they discontinue McFlurry's) so on average, I can visit McD around 3 times a week for it.

I am very apt when I am in front of the counter.

"Two Oreo Mcflurry's. Take away. That's all."

I even got the change ready, RM9.85 to hand over to the cashier. I try not to let the staff needing to ask me anything - in fact, I think if the staff need to open his/her mouth to me, I deemed myself as a failure haha.

I think I am like this because McD queues can get pretty long and I imagined myself being the one at the back of the queue, I would like the person in front to be quick with their order too.

That's why everytime I bumped into people who take their sweet long time at the counter, I cannot help but to roll my eyes! You know what is worse? When they have been at the back of the queue for so long and have ample time for them to decide which set or what to have, but instead they only decide to choose when they are in front of the counter.

Annoying person (AP): Ahhhhh bang, set menu no 5 ke 6?
Abang dia: Mana-mana le..
AP: Set 5 takut tak kenyang..
Abang dia: Set 6 la.
AP: Tapi tak rasa nak makan burger hari ni..
(Me at the back: TAK PAYAH MAKAN LA! )

Like helloooo, what were you doing when you are at the back of queue just now? You MUST wait until you are at the front of the counter, then you can think of what to eat? Or maybe I am being inconsiderate for penalizing you, because you got rabun and you can't see the menu that far?

OK, case 1 dismissed. Assume AP rabun, she cannot see the menu from far.

Then, you got people like this somemore.

AP: Oklah cik, set no 6 la.
Staff: Medium or large?
AP: Kalau large tambah berapa ringgit?
Staff: Tambah RM1.55 je (Me: It's on the board la!!!)
AP: Oh, apa bezanya?
Staff: Size up air dan fries besar..
AP: Ohhh camtu eh. Bang, nak medium ke large?
(Me: WOIIIIII BAPA LU PUNYA MCD KA!?)

Manja mok mampus. Everything also cannot decide. Everything also must ask abang (or gf/friends/dad/mom/dog/hamster). Asking so much takes up (my) time!!! Just decide, pay, take and eat!!!

In fact, I think people should move away from the counter within 2 minutes of your turn(esp MCD'S!!).

Maybe it's my impatience, but honestly, when things can be sped up and can be done efficiently (like think beforehand what you wanna order la!), things should be done chop, chop, chop!

This is a true story happened to me. And while I do not like to discriminate people, I feel particularly ashamed of these people because:

a. They are Christians
b. They just came back from church

How I know, is because it was Xmas season that time. And these people were all wearing white (very common during Xmas) and their hair had disco dust in them (celebration!). They looked like they had just finished mass, of which they are probably the choir group or some sort. I mean, I am not sure of course, but I would think since I assumed so, everybody else would think the same either.

I saw a big group of them already sitting down, some enjoying their food at a table not far away and this group, around 3-4 of them were ordering in front of me.

They ordered their food, cashier billed and they paid. While the staff go off to prepare for the meals, 2 girls came and said the group asked them to add in more food.

So after preparing the food, the staff billed them again for their new orders and they paid, and the staff went off again to get their food.

One of the guys turned to me and said sorry. It was Xmas btw so I said 'It's ok'. All in spirit of forgive and forgetting.

They had huge orders so the staff was fetching left, right, up and down for them. She even had to fry some more fries because of their orders (I think it was like 10 large fries or something like that) but seeing how big their group at the table, I guess it was enough.

But this time, it is already probably 5-7 minutes since they first ordered. (in a queue, that is probably eternity).

I was like getting very awry, since the queue next to me was moving faster and people who came later than me got their orders, but I thought I was next in line, so what the heck, just wait la.

Then came this girl, in her white dress, white heels and white scrunchie - stood next to the guys and whispered to the guys with her manja voice..

"Hehehehe, wanna tumpang order, can or not?"

WHOA. That time I can feel my blood basically at boiling temperature already. The guys looked nervously at her, I think because they knew about me and the staff already accomodating so much (they had said sorry twice to me before). I waited for their reply, hopefully they made a wise decision...

GUESS WHAT.

They said to her.. "Errr, you tell the staff yourself la" and when the staff gave their food to them, she chirpily moved into their spot.

I was already bumming with anger, and while I do not normally do this - I tapped on her shoulder and say, "Miss I have been waiting here for 10 minutes (exaggerating). Can you please go to the back and queue up?"

The guys shot her a nervous paiseh look and told her to go to the back to queue. Not before she throw the most ridiculous and geli sulk to them and moved to the back. The guys said sorry to me one more time but I didn't bother smiling back anymore.

HAIH.

(p/s: If you are one of the people above and you see me heading to queue behind you, please give way. I am serious. I will absolutely breathe fire down your neck when you attempt the above stunt. NO SHIT).

Thursday, July 30, 2009

Pet peeve

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Gosh man, my friends (those of you in my blogroll) should really start updating more regularly man! Now that my blogroll has this feature of when the last update was, every time I see 'week' after someone's blog, I grow like 'HOW CAN SOMEBODY NOT UPDATE THEIR BLOG FOR WEEKSSS!!??"

I am sorry, this is sincerely how I feel.

Things that you set your mind to own/have/do, you must complete it or do well in it. If not, don't bother.

No nonsense my motto is life could probably be - "Either do it passionately, or don't bother at all."

As much as certain things in life I have a huge disregard for, like spending my Saturdays leading secondary school kids in Scouts or giving money to my mom after each month's pay or coming to lab day by day, squeezing my brain juice - they are things I chose to do and of which, by hook or by crook, I forced myself to at least have a little bit of zest and passion in doing them.

And to anybody who are offended by my remark above, be rest assured - I have long found passion in doing things of the above after a few months - I would like to think I am doing a great job at them so far.

And keeping my blog is another responsibility I have put myself to. I try my best to not let it die and honestly, seeing another person's blog not being updated (to the extreme of weeks and months) is a major pet peeve to me!

I feel that if the person meant not to update anything, he/she should at least write a notice of absence or maybe report a case of writer's block but definitely not COLD SILENCE.

I don't know, it's still personal ain't it and it still come down to attitude etc.

Well, still a major pet peeve and it is my prerogative to say it! Haha.

Oh! A case of warning - no pictures until the end of my KL trip - which is next week! Yipee, much needed thanks. My shopping genes has been under utilized for so long, thank you very much...

Tuesday, July 28, 2009

Low self-esteem..

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The lack of photos of me (here) are actually because I am feeling a little low from the breakouts on my face :-(

I have failed to get back my almost flawless (oh, how much I would do anything to get it back) skin back in uni/high school despite a lot of desperate measures and I almost sure that this had got to do with my hormone imbalance grrr...

Because nothing I used back in school worked anymore and I had severely reduced my make-up obsession but no avail..

I went to the dermatologist Friday two weeks ago and while his skincare seemed to work the first few days, not long again I started to have small breakouts again :-X

Obviously I am very out-of-wits already. I am now just hoping that somehow someday, miraculously I will wake up with my no-much-fuss-needed skin instead of these red painful zits sighhh..

Saturday, July 25, 2009

Hell Hath No Wrath like a Woman Scorned

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OMG aren't you in for a good treat!

I am so pissed now (and AWAKE for that matter), that I think if crazy murderous antics are allowed in our social norm, I can kill a village now. Seriously, all this hatred and no where to vent them; where else but my little blog.

BF is SERIOUSLY getting on my nerves about his (stupid!!!!!!bodoh!!!ridiculous!!!! ok, must sound civil...) time management, which I am going to criticize (like hell I WILL.) here.

I didn't sleep well last night, had a very tiring Saturday afternoon with my kids (Scouts) and night comes. I sms-ed BF around 8pm+ on the plans for the night and he said dunno, after dinner then he'll come pick me or something.

FINE. I was already dressed comfy-ly with Tshirt and shorts for going out, and expected a night watching movies on his laptop at his house or something like that. So I waited. Should have dinner but I didn't like what I see (@ home) so I skipped dinner (REMEMBER THIS, very important).

Then when he finally got back to me around 9.45PM (damn long dinner that was!!!), I asked him whether he mind dropping me to get McFlurry on the way to his house. I wasn't hungry but I thought I better grab something if I was going to last the night watching movies or anything. During this time was also when he announce to me they might be going clubbing later (remember when I say they are very impromptu?) so I asked him for details but he say he doesn't know anything yet.

So I said, screw meeting up because I am obviously not prepared for clubbing (with T-shirt and shorts) and I am too tired anyways.

By the time we conclude this, it was 10pm or so. I decided to sleep off the hunger I might be feeling later at night. Not a time to bash me up on my dietary options but I was too tired - kept waking up while sleeping the night before and was yelling and managing a bunch of 20++ Form 1 monkeys, please process that.

I feel asleep for around 45 minutes or so before I was waken up to a message tone. I checked my phone and saw 4 messages from BF. First was asking me what am I doing; second was to ask whether I still wanna go for McFlurry, third asking me whether I am sure if I don't wanna go (no replies from me before), and the fourth which was the one that woke me up was to say he misses me (don't go awww... get your head back in!)

So I read the message and thought probably the poor boy wanted to see me, since I was busy with my friends the whole week - so I was ready for a McFlurry's, I guess (the hunger kicking in dy). Messaged him, saying I was tired and feel asleep, sent the message and then, BAM! came the message that frustrates me.

He told me to "SLEEP TITE" and obviously, in relationship lingua-franca, this means, "OK, I am occupied, you can leave me alone now". Obviously, this frustrates me because I was ASLEEP then in a world where there is no hunger, no clubbing and much peace; and then his message woke me up and then now, ironically he is telling me to SLEEP TITE (which I did, a minute ago before his message of death)??

Sorry for the profanity, but WHAT THE FUCK!

And you know what, I think the only reason why he "sleep tite" me is because his friends already confirmed about their picking him by then, so he had somewhere to go already. And prior to this, none of them said anything, so that was why he pestered about the McD thing!

I obviously felt left out at this, because you don't bring a woman's hopes high and then let her down because that is the wrongggggg-est thing you can ever do! I woke up, got ready for McFlurry and then, he thinks he can "sleep tite"d me because he finally got his friends to pick him up!??

Further more, I was okay sleeping quietly like a baby before his message; so why am I the one awake, hungry and miserable when everyone else is having fun and boozing!?

Totally unfair, isn't it!!??

SO LOOKING FOR TROUBLE, MISTER!

Lessons:

1) Never wake Suzie up from sleep before time. NEVER. Unless you attempt to see the gates of hell open.
2) Hungry Suzie is a monster Suzie.
3) Don't cancel plans on Suzie. MONTROSITY.

So now I am still brewing from anger (can make beer already), and am ready to knock out Muhammad Ali in the process (which I think I absolutely can in this wrath), hungry and AWAKE with no food (worst situation imaginable on earth) with him going out clubbing with his friends!!!!! (worst ever situation imaginable on the galaxy X1000)

Can you smell DISASTER?

All I can tell you is this is not going to turn out pretty... RAWR!

Wednesday, July 22, 2009

LOVE

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Isn't this love?
Taken off Bagz Tale's Facebook photos.

Bagz Tale Chanel

It's mere presence is poisoning me every time I take a look at it. Too beautiful to take my eyes off it...

Should I blame the mere existence of woman's hormones for our crazy longing for these overpriced glamorous bags that can never seem to satiate our hunger!

But it is so pretty, see see see?

Monday, July 20, 2009

Not dead. Pretty much alive.

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Note: Girls, I have found another blog who is pinkiliciously addictive to read! She's just so effortlessly chic! :-) Meet KiminPink! She's on my blogroll now, and I can predict I am going to frequent her site!

I am sorry if you think my blog is dead like the cockroach I killed last night.

But I cannot help it.

Because even the most important thing in the world I couldn't find time to get into it, what more blogging? Oh, the most important thing in the world is actually cleaning up my room. Haha, because I am a feng-shui person, and I think that clean, organized room creates good energy for life.

Zest! Enthusiasm! Energy!

Apparently, all that I don't have currently. Heh.

Because just give me 5 minutes on a couch and TV, and I can guarantee you I'll nap! Sleep, if the couch if comfy enough.

But I don't regret being busy (except going home to a messy wardrobe, I dunno why.. THAT pisses me off extremely when I cannot find my clothes). Because once upon a time, I told myself I would sacrifice sleep if it meant enjoying life and fulfilling it to the fullest.

I seriously am a sleeper. I can wake up at 10am, nap at 2 from 5pm, nap again from 7pm till 10pm and then sleep at 12am/1am. Of course I have found my rival now, who can match me - who else but the Sleeping Beauty himself -the BF grrrr...

Anyways, such atrocity is my sleeping pattern! Well, not anymore! I only sleep if I have nothing better to do, well besides the compulsory night sleep, that is. And so far, so good. I can now survive without napping! Hehe~

On the other hand, I have realized that I am very much a very positive person than before! Once upon a long time, BF used to remind me that my negative outlooks on life are draining myself and other people as well, and that I am too pathetically negative to appreciate life! :-(

Why BF say such bad things to me hah!

(which is actually true and he is just being blatantly honest, much to my chagrin because I don't take criticisms quite well haha)

How so much is changed!

The other day, I told him to stop worrying about things he cannot change or influence, because it's such a waste or energy and it makes him moody! Only worry about things he can do something about and channel the energy on better things that will make him happier!

OMG, I am talking like an inner Zen or something, how so much has changed indeed! I used to be the worry-freak of everything! Even the smallest of things that I cannot influence e.g. today's Soup-of-the-Day at Pizza Hut worries me! HAHAHA

BF worries about work even when he is at home, and while that used to frustrates me because our time is supposed to be our time, I have learned to just let him rant and I would probably zone out at that time, staring into the air or scrutinizing my hair or doing something bimbo-ish like that haha.

Me, on the other hand quite the opposite (now)! I am quite focused at work and I normally don't think I am doing a good job unless I am juggling 3 tasks/jobs at work time and rotating between them! But when 5pm struck, I can put off everything at work and just disconnect into my other world! Come 5pm, poof! It's time for life!

And then, even when I had quite a bad day at work - I don't think I will remember it through the night unless someone reminds me of it or ask me about my day at work! I don't know whether I am just plain forgetful or I am just that good at separating work and life, but hey, I am not complaining!

But one thing for sure I know, I just want to enjoy life as it is! :-)

Don't you too?

Thursday, July 16, 2009

Note

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If it were up to me, I wish all this could be solved by wine by the beach.

But guess what?

It can't and it won't.

......

Back to work.

Monday, July 13, 2009

To sum up my weekend..

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Because I am so lazy to post properly lidat...

Friday night

Black Label..

which causes two gone case for the night..lolx

BF who cheated me.

He said he didn't want to go drinking that night, while I had prepared like 30 minutes earlier! I seldom have the luxury to prepare earlier to drinking sessions because these guys are always so impromptu, they will basically just go "KIA, travilion!" while we were having dinner. Kia= go in hokkien, travilion = "happening" night spot in Kuching.

So I was really grateful for the time given for me to dress up beforehand! But when BF picked me he said he was lazy to join them -_-''' SWT.

Being the good GF I was, of course I just say ok (he said he wanted to go for late dinner). After dinner, he headed straight to Travilion, without even saying anything more to me. Prior to that he said he didn't want to go (so I assume we will not be going), and then he drove straight to the spot! And not a word to me! SWEAT OR NOT THIS KIND OF BF!!!

Sometimes, I seriously think that he is delusional and thinks that both of us share a mind. Occassionally we have fights and then, I would say that we have to communicate to convey our messages, if not there are bound to be miscommunications (which leads to fights) and then he would say, "I thought it is automatically understood!" like both of us are telepathic or something. -_-

Luckily I packed my pumps that night, just in case (happened before, sad or not becoming me?). I didn't even bother yelling at him, asking him why are we there - I know this is another case of him thinking I should "automatically understand".

As the night turns out, BF starts laughing and dancing to Michael Jackson tunes and attempting gay moves on friends, being one of the most "high" people around. -_- Sometimes I think I am dating Dr. Jekyll and Hyde.


Saturday

Road trip!
Hehehehe NOT.Guess where?

Rainforest Music Festival :-)


I couldn't find my dress that I planned to wear to the festival.

Which causes major ruckus in my cupboard because I basically dug out everything to find it! Then I decided to give up and just go with spaghetti's and shorts. All done while envying around the pretty dresses around me there *bummer!*

Then, my sis HAD to lend my Ipanema slippers to her best friend on my Rainforest weekend. GREEEEAAATTTT there goes all my planned wardrobe beforehand!

Warning to sis: I do not have too many shoes/slippers/footwear. ALL my footwear has a specific function to it, and there's only ONE for every function. In this case, its beachwear/casual and that's wear my Ipanema comes in, ok!!!!?

Checking out chicks after the show.

The shuttle queues where getting crazily long after the show, so our friend arranged for his friend to drive down to get our cars (which was parked a resort away to avoid congestion at the venue). We had to sit by the pavement at the roadside, waiting for our ride hur hur.

Sunday

Had a nice lunch/dinner (we all woke up past wayyy past lunch) at Secret's Recipe with BF and Kenny. Then night had somewhat nice yum cha session with the rest! End of eventful weekend.

My only complaint could probably be that I did not clock enough snuggle time with BF!

Gosh, I haven't got time to recuperate yet. Maybe this explains my Monday blues....

Thursday, July 9, 2009

Colour dose

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I needed a colour dose in my blog (the white was depressing me) so I chose this template!

I am a little off the pink phase already and I am feeling a little bit dark, thus this brown colour.

Proper update either today or tomorrow, stay tuned hehe

P/S: Apparently people has been telling me that the new template with the girl isn't quite me so I changed to this one. This one doesn't really feel like it either, so don't just start getting comfy with this - it's just temporary lol

Monday, July 6, 2009

ARGGGHHhhhh.....

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My head is literally shredding itself on a invisible brain shredder in my head.

I can still do my work and think - but after a few minutes it is inevitable to let out a silent "ARGGGGGGGHhhhhhhh"...

It's like something tugging itself inside of my head, refusing to let go of my brain cells.

I am trying to be strong, because I have been sick since last week and under performing all week long, no where I am going to let this get to me!

But I guess I am only as strong as this headache will let me, ARGGGHhhhhhhhhhh...

Wednesday, July 1, 2009

Sorry,

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The author is on meds.
 
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